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read between the lines
out of the ashes "hold upthis week was kind of a bumpy road for me, no thanks to a stressful start to the week, both at home and at work. the rest of the week was spent getting over the hangover of an emo mood. i went a bit wonky and did some irrational actions, but not on a large scale, mercifully. and i found two unlikely friends as well as some unlikely opportunities to derive sideline support from a few old friends -- hence the stanza quotation above. and i made major headway (i dare say) in working out some personal issues of mine that were the cause of my stress this week. mostly, i'm so glad i was present at the youth service i was at tonight, because the speaker told me just what i needed to hear right now. that everything is going to be okay, no matter what i do. the last time i heard that was seven years ago (via a strong personal inkling), despite the circumstances indicating otherwise. and indeed, it did turn out okay -- in fact, better than okay. i ended up undertaking the most exhilarating course of study ever. |
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