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Friday, September 01, 2006

clocking in

okay so this is me clocking in. the fast was...great. in the words of nacho libre, "it's been gewwwd...real good." i've learnt and experienced so much in the past 40 days that my heart is filled with nothing but gratefulness for the One who continues to draw us closer to Him.

blimey. the modem's been blinking on and off for the past few minutes so i think it best to save my breath, i mean words, for another day. but yeah the fast has been beneficial spiritually...i knew it would be.

though erm...40 days later, sleeping for about 3-4 hours a day (except on sundays and alternate saturdays) has taken a toll on me physically: i end up with more zits on my face and a sleepier composure at work especially around the 9am-10am duration and an overall sallow face. ah the zits. people who know about my skin can always tell when i'm not having enough sleep long-term, because they start to appear more pronounced on the surface. i currently have 4 bumps around the chin/ lip area.

yup, i'm still online daily making a whore out of myself to any employer who would care. hah. but i still stand firm on the grounds that god will find me a job when He's ready.

okay now i really fear for the modem. so goodbye blogger and hello bed. speaking of which, i tried a very unorthodox method of finding and spending quiet time with god today. a cheap hotel room (don't worry, i made sure i didn't stay in one of those seedy hotels, the ones people like to call 'transit hotels', if you know what i mean).

the idea has been in my mind for some months already and yes, i have been making enquiries, but i hadn't quite gotten the timing right or the money saved up yet...until now that is. pay day came 3 days ago so i took the opportunity to rent out a hotel room for day use only (yes, it is possible to pay half the price for a room if you're only going to use it until 6pm only). more on that tomorrow.