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oh brother mom's sick today. and my brother and i just got into a quarrel again. not that i want to make her headache and vomitting worse, it's just that i have very thin patience when provoked.yesterday over the malaysian idol results show, it's just my luck to have that stupid source of irritant doing what he does best again: irritating me. i ended up with two blue-black bumps above my left elbow which still haven't subsided yet. and he ended up with a smashed board and crumpled exam notes. some times i really hate this family. if it's not one, it's the other. and i just cannot understand how come my brother is already so old and yet still has the gall to irritate his mother and sister at his age. i really can't stand it everytime he tries out his vocabulary of foul language to me. he even tries the F word and C word at me just to look out for my reaction. really geram, i rasa. and the home pc, though returned, is still not fully restored again. it keeps restarting everytime i shut it down and it runs super slow...much slower before even though by right it should be faster, now that it's been reformatted and its contents are lesser than before. and the sad part is, the pc guy forgot to backup my picture files so i lost all pictures taken on my palm pilot. i had stupidly assumed they would still remain on my palm pilot, but when i switched it on two days ago, to my dismay the whole thing restarted as if it was a brand new palm again. so that's it...all those 50 over shots of my dogs, and of people and places that i will never ever be able to capture in that same mood again. especially the dogs...they move a lot and they recognise the palm when they see it these days, so they tend to elak it when they see it. but oh well, what to do, this isn't the first time in recent years i've had my personal items or whatnot erased forever from memory, so...guess it's just this ongoing lesson for me that the things on earth are meant to pass / fade away, unlike the things above which eternally remain. |
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