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read between the lines
the female species i am disturbed. some times i am so ashamed of my own species...sigh. how many times have i lost trust in women because they cannot cannot cannot stop bitching / gossiping. i guess it is just their innate tendency to do that, most of them.yes, so you dear sisters reading this who are bosom buddies of mine, you are rare jewels in my eyes, or anybody's eyes, for that matter. i shall not say more or else i will kick up a storm...and yet i know i must forgive a woman every time she betrays me. exhale...inhale...okay. i am supposed to be studying for my one and only exam but i can't seem to settle down till i get this off my chest. what triggered this off again was, yes, another....[refrain, jessica, refrain]...female. but then again it wouldn't exactly be grammatically wrong to call a person who bitches a *toot*, right? just like how a person who gossips is a gossip. or gossiper for some cases. anyway i guess i should get over the shock trauma and stop being so appalled everytime a female does this because i should know well enough by now that it is a norm. but i don't know why sometimes i act as if this is the first time i'm hearing this. except in this case it is, one particular aspect of it. the fact that she is 30. i guess that should be no surprise right, judging from sex and the city, if it is to be accepted as truth...but usually i get screwed over by people around my age, not so much older (typical ah sohs don't count because that is their pastime). but oh well. guess there's always a first for everything. i really do believe the saying that whatever gossip that's flying around will eventually reach your ears, no matter how late it is. who knows maybe it's a way of god revealing the truth to you about your fellow sister. haha. but that's not the main point. the thing that really gets me disturbed is the fact that her lie (which, okay, in her defence might seem to be the truth to her since she does not know me well) got spread so widely in her workplace, that it has not only people in her workplace who know about me having wrong impressions of me (that's normal, that's to be expected), but it has actually caused someone who was supposed to evaluate me for a very important matter give a negative and untrue grading about me. that's what agitates me. okay i think enough has been said, and enough hot air has been blown out. with that said, i shall now try to return to my studying. |
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