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Saturday, May 27, 2006

more on The Clique

i so did not feel, to put it mildly, pleased today. The Clique conveniently forgot to tell me they changed the venue of their practice tonight to someone's house (it was supposed to be church). so there i came, like this dumb fool, and i walked right into an about-to-start prayer meeting session. and then only was i told that the practice could not possibly be held there since prayer was about to start.

by the time i called them up (i tried the person-in-charge, i had problems contacting him, had to try the others) and tried to get some kind of transport from them to send me to the correct venue, we were one hour behind time.

and the best part is, the person-in-charge, aka. the worship coordinator, wasn't even the one who apologised. it was some other nicer guy from The Clique (the one whom, other than being popular, i can't really understand why he's in there because he definitely has a heart unlike the rest). he tried to justify it apologetically, even though it wasn't his fault, he said it was all last-minute and they kinda forgot, etc. etc.

but that's the thing. mr. worship coordinator and his Clique remembered everybody else because they sure didn't turn up at church like me, and they were all already there when i finally got there, so that definitely speaks for something.

and i would probably have been more forgiving had we (me and the Worship Coordinator) not kept in touch for a whole week. but we did, 'cause i kept asking him for the necessary stuff, like the songs, etc. in fact i even just messaged him the night before to confirm with him the time and place. and he even replied "ok..". jerk.

and i just figured something out. The Clique, who likes hanging out in people's hotel rooms when it's past curfew, will probably be raiding my room because i'm staying with one of their members. and every other member of The Clique is staying with their parents, which means my room is the only free room.

i thought i was going to try to find some time with god up there and try to get back on track a little...but now i'm not so sure. not only because of the room-raiding, but because we didn't finish our practice tonight, so they were thinking of holding a major practice session during the camp's free time. so where does that leave me and my quiet time?