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read between the lines
back from outer space i've just finished reading, replying and cleaning up my inbox. phew! i had at least around a hundred i hadn't yet read. and some event-related emails were so backdated the chance to reply them had passed. this is what happens when you stave off the internet in an attempt to reset your circadian rhythm to more normal levels (incidentally, an older friend had got his vocabulary wrong and told me his biological clock was ticking and so he had to sleep. when i heard only the first part i was like what the ...?).first update to do a little tinkering with my previous entry (okay, done), which i felt was never really finished, because when i wrote it i was already attempting the above challenge as part of my new internal cleaning-up regiment of trying to regain self-discipline, which has been eroding and seeping into my spiritual life (something i wasn't very aware of until someone pointed it out). that, and the increasing need to adapt to the next phase of my life, convinced me to change my sleeping time. slow as the results may come, i believe in the long-term gain of my efforts and am trusting for a better, greater change to come about in my life. for someone whose mind works best at the early hours of the morning and who enjoys the peaceful, cool silence of the night that daytime can never bring, starting out was obviously slow and difficult. but as they say, perseverance pays off if you keep at it long enough (and at least i am putting it to good use this time). a few (at least what i can remember up until now) updates are to come, so stay tuned. |
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