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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

memories

i've got like a horrible stuck nose ever since i downed a few cups of cold longan juice at the dinner party earlier and i can't get rid of it. arghh...i know sleep might help, but i wasn't intending to sleep. still stalling for time as usual.

i want to say something. actually, a few things about something. but i know i need to sleep soon so i'll try to simplify it, try to.

i was surfing through a few blogs again, some random and some not-so-random, some unknown and some known, and i realised that, i have a lot of memories of being in good company at various camps / gatherings / whatever you call them. (i know quite a few people who snort at the word "camp" because they think it should be best left for outdoor jungle stay-ins.)

and these memories, when conjured up in my mind, are beautiful to behold, like they're frozen in time or something. impossible to replicate, yet meaningful enough to be remembered. and sadly some of these memories are mere remnants of faded dreams and the good old past...

some of these memories easily come to mind, especially if they're particularly unforgettable ones, but some of these come up along the way as i find something familiar like a blog, a person or an event to remind me. and suddenly i realise that i have reluctantly lost contact with quite a few of the people i've shared those memories with, which is, quite sad when you really think about it.

however, regardless of whether i remain in contact with these people or not, what that they can never take away are the memories i have of them, which will be forever etched in my mind (or at least for quite a few long years). it has been a privilege to have them leave footprints in my heart that waves of years can never wash away.

The Way We Were
by BARBRA STREISAND

Memories
Like the corners of my mind
Misty watercolor memories
Of the way we were

Scattered pictures
Of the smiles we left behind
Smiles we gave to one another
For the way we were

Can it be that it was all so simple then
Or has time rewritten every line
If we had the chance to do it all again
Tell me - would we? could we?

Memories
May be beautiful and yet
What’s too painful to remember
We simply choose to forget

So it is the laughter
We will remember
Whenever we remember
The way we were

So it is the laughter
We will remember
Whenever we remember
The way we were