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read between the lines
the day's rant owww. my eyes ache terribly. it's been a looong day. all because i had an 8am lecture today. even the previous day's drowsiness and more sleeping than usual couldn't get me feeling fresh today. the library had one of those computer chairs with a broken back that leans almost 180 degrees backward, so i used that as my bed for 2 hours, before being woken up by a guy next to me with an extremely good (read: boyish) voice...haha.but no, i think i was mainly pissed because i wasted so much time waiting for my group partner who stood me up again. he and his stupid excuses that aren't even valid. and he calls me sarcastic and not fun to work with. whatever. yesterday's excuse: "i overslept." yeah, and made me wake up fricking early and lose my sleep and cause me to feel drowsy ALL day for what? in the end he didn't even come to school. basket.... today's excuse: "i was counselling someone." for 3 fricking hours?? i also don't know what to say. he tried to tell me some sob story but somehow it wasn't going into my head. i mean, i know when someone's in trouble you gotta be there for them but 3 hours?? and what about your poor groupmate with apparently nothing to do but sit around in school and wait for you since 9am to 2.45pm to come out and find her? what will tomorrow's excuse be? i really felt like telling him i want out of our group, but there's nowhere else for me to go. it's like i jumped from the frying pan into the fire. my previous group has, to date, not handed in our previous assignment which was due, like 3 weeks ago, and this next "group" (consisting of just the two of us) looks really...promising. i really really hope i don't get a horrible D on my transcript for this module, just before i go out and graduate. like that will look nice on my resume or application form. |
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