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read between the lines
the toe ...speaking of which, i took off my gauze dressing from the doctor's today, under the insistent nagging of my mom. and it looks worse than i thought it would be. i think i shouldn't have taken it off and left it on like the doctor said, because along with the removal of the gauze came a bit of the skin that grew back over the wound (i'm talking about the main area). all the other cuts nearby weren't so bad, but the part where the skin got torn off was just....eugh.just some red hole which looked deeper than normal. and a bit of new skin on the gauze. sigh. i look to god, the healer of wounds, both physical and emotional, to do his work in me. can't wait to come out of this a brand new person with brand new skin on my toe. god, i don't know if me getting bitten by the dog had anything to do with you not wanting me to go out of the house. i'm not sure. but if me wanting to get out of the house and find a quiet place to commune with you minus all the noise in the house (besides recollecting my thoughts) is in accordance with your will, then heal me swiftly, cover up the open gap where my skin has yet to grow back and enable me to get well enough to walk...walk to that place where i last had that unfinished conversation with You last week. in Jesus' name i pray, Amen. |
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