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Monday, September 10, 2007

breakthrough year 07

after the latest paradigm shift, i can confidently say this has been a year of breakthrough for me. thank thank thank thank thank god, cos it's been a long time coming for so many burdens i've been unwittingly dragging along from the past. hopefully there'll be more breakthroughs to come, and the ones that are currently underway will see themselves to completion.

to date, this has been the year that:

1) i fell out of depression. and recovered the joy i lost in the process. praise be unto Him.

2) i was freed from my insecurity of always wondering if i was worth anything good. thank Him for opening my eyes to His love and assurances of worthiness through grace.

3) my family and i are finally rebuilding our burned bridges. still a work in progress i hope to see an end to. may He continue to be the driving force in reconciling this relationship by continuing to play the active role in our household He recently took up (man i should have asked for it sooner).

4) i finally found a church to settle and start growing in, after three years of searching and asking god. i am extremely grateful for this, having benefited greatly from finally being able to grow corporately (and not just individually), a process which has been unknowingly stunted for so many years.

truly He has answered the prayers of those who have been praying for me (multiple thanks here) as well as myself regarding these matters. i look forward to further breakthroughs and the continuance of truth-illuminated living as the rest of this year progresses.

will elaborate in detailed posts on the as-yet-untouched points if i have time and i remember.