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read between the lines
reflective been reviewing and reflecting on a lot of things lately...it all started in the empty silence on the bus back. class ended early so i rushed home, which is pretty unusual for me cos i usually like to stay out late. and then i realised my life has changed somewhat....i even had a proper dinner and outing with my family without any fights. er, but i think i better keep the lid on that one, cos my family is...unpredictable. i owe it all to jesus when we manage to cooperate together.back to the reflecting....i dunno how, but my thoughts somehow brought me to a sort of crossroads....i started off thinking back on the short conversation i jus had with my fren who bumped into me at the sch office...we were both agreeing on the fact that third year's come so fast....seems like only yesterday we were in first year, she said...and then that got me thinking about the future and where i'd go after third year.... next thing i noe, i started wondering what i would be doing / where i wud go after that.....cos i haven't exactly got a set plan for it....all this while i'd been putting it off and telling myself, i'll think about it when it's the final sem....and now it nearly is the final sem....and i realise i haven't got a specific clue where i'm going. i mean i know where i want to head, but exactly how i don't know. and then i foresaw the future of this sem in one quick glance and realised i gotta start planning my free time if i wanna be a good manager of my time. my eyes were suddenly open to the fact that...this is the final year, so i'd better make use of it instead of put it to waste.....invest my efforts into god's work all the more before my shot is over....and it occured to me then that instead of slacking my free time away by entertaining myself with books or games or movies n stuff, i shud use it to serve in the ministry this time, esp since this is the last leg of my studies here. yawn. i'm tired. sleep beckons. i'm still not well from the sore throat yet...and now i have a blocked nose to add to it....yeesh. |
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