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read between the lines
tonite well....feel a lil better tonite...was out....when i came back i started worrying again but i told myself i was not gonna give myself anxiety attacks like the first and only one i had a few months back, so i told myself "jess, it's high time you trusted God" and i stopped thinking about it and closed off with a prayer, one which i am about to add to after this. i mean, it's not like i've always trusted God less, or i believe i wudn't have gotten where i am today, but over the break week i've reflected that i used to trust Him more last time even though i had more problems then. i had "simple faith" or "faith like a child" as a tween / young teen, which is something i need to get back to these days.sometimes thinking less is better cos worrying or harping on about something that's out of your control is just a waste of the precious time you've been given to enjoy yourself until that worry comes. before i went online, after i took my bath, i was listening to switchfoot's cd again, the most recent one from the band that i got, the completion to my switchfoot album (legend of chin)....and i came across this song which is...relevant. Life and Love and Why by SWITCHFOOT Life and love and why
Child, adult, then die
All of your hoping and
all of your searching
For what? Ask me for what am I
living or what gives
me strength
that I'm willing to die for
Take away from me
this monstrosity
'Cause my futile thinking's
not gonna solve
nothing tonight
Ask me for what am I
living or what gives
me strength
that I'm willing to die for
Could it be this?
Could this be bliss?
Could it be all that I
ever had missed?
Could it be true?
Can life be new?
And can I be used?
Can I be used?
Give me a reason for life
and for death
and a reason for
drowning while I hold
my breath
Something to laugh at,
a reason to cry
With everyone hopeless
and hoping for something
to hope for
Yeah, with something
to hope for
Could it be true?
Can life be new?
Could it be all that I am
is in You?
Could it be this?
Could it be bliss?
Can it be You?
Can it be You?
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