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read between the lines
four words four words: i need a life-change. or i need a revival. i cannot go on living life like this. but the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. i know what i must do but i can't bring myself to do it. i can't bring myself to change. and i don't wanna lie. i don't wanna put on a plastic smile and an artificial joyful personality when deep down i'm bubbling like a pot about to burst inside. a potpourri of emotions, most of them negative. it's bad, i know. but there's no switch in my head where i can flick on that says, "happy. god-focused. not concerned with earthly things." so i'm still waiting. trying to figure out how to get out of this situation.hope it doesn't take too long. |
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