Recording my journey of trying to make it through life and find God, joy, purpose and meaning along the way...basically in search of eternal life here on earth.

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Friday, June 30, 2006

rambling

looking for a job
is not as fun as i thought
in fact it's boring.

that's my stupid haiku for today. help me. my hands are chained to this stupid computer and i can't seem to shut this thing down and do something more productive. i'm itching to write but i don't trust myself to write anything other than drivel today. (wait...don't i write drivel everyday?) okay, "more drivel than usual" today. my head's full of shit tonight that should not be printed here.

it's like there's so much i wanna do in the daytime but i can't because of the noise (read my old other post). and when it gets to the night all i wanna do is relax and have fun. escape, in a way. away from realities and the situations they put me in.

expression the first

child,
here's more porridge for you.
it's cold and stinky
and it's fresh from reality

child,
do His bidding and wake up
to the promise of the promise
held in feeble hand.

expression the second

send in your resumes
smile like a pig
PR like shit
and hope for a reply.

sure, there's jobs
to be got
just the stinky ones
i don't want to be a cashier forever.

blind as a bat
future not to be
but yet so sure
one thing i see.

expression the third

psychadelic freaked out purple necktie
night shiok fun home crap
gamble life plan trust god
incomplete recover far stuck gila.