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Sunday, June 25, 2006

the tarots

here is the update post on the tarots.
jessica's tarot card readings on sunday (these are the cars i randomly picked):

-something to do with big decisions coming up (i forgot the name)
-trust
-ordinariness
-creativeness
-existence
-completion
-sorrow
-politics
-something i forgot
-comparison

you know, it's really weird, but i just did it for kicks since it was one of the activities they were having for free, and most of the cards i picked actually turned out to be pretty true, but true only in terms of the present. the tarot cards were supposed to predict my future, i was told. but i'm glad they didn't, cos subconsciously i don't think i would've wanted anybody other than god to tell me what was in my future. and they're not even actual tarot cards used in the profession anyway, which is a good thing, because i think getting a "man with a knife" or something would have been more dangerous.

she asked me to think of a question i wanted answered. the accuracy wasn't really in the words she said, rather the cards she told me to pick out blindly. but some stuff she said with reference to the cards was just common sense. anyway, this was my full reading:
"you have big decisions to make in your life. things are gonna change. but there's something you're not trusting, so you need to trust that the future holds hope. in the recent past things your life has been rather ordinary, you have been doing everyday things. but you're creative and try to make each day more interesting by doing different things each day.

you're looking or searching for a higher purpose or some kind of meaning in life. many people see you as a complete person, like a person who has everything, who's happy in life and has got it all under control. but actually you don't, because you have a hidden sorrow you don't tell people about.

there's a lot of politics going around you, like a lot of backstabbing and rumours and such. [some other card i forgot should be mentioned here.] the outcome is, you have to compare both sides, weigh your options, before making your decision."
i leave you, the reader, to guess which cards were accurate and which weren't. as for why i was there, perhaps another time in another post.