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read between the lines
continuing the walk yesterday i watched the sun set over dinner...just me alone, n God. it was a very awe-inspiring time. even after the food court closed, i walked down the steps n sat at the cement steps of the "stadium"....jus stared at the green grass in the field and the beautiful sky in motion above and jus lost myself in the beauty of His creation. jus a quiet praise and adoration of his masterpiece.it was one of the rare moments in my life i actually get to do that with nature, that i actually really get to just...be still and know that He is God. today not relly. wanted to rush home to do quiet time cos sun nite n mon nite slept relatively late, and it ended up making me fall asleep at work for one hour per day....some of my colleagues were telling me to get up before the boss sees me, "cos it's not nice"....i mean, hey i know it isn't, but what if you can't stop yourself? what if your so tired and the room is so frickin cold that you just feel like sleeping? anyway, gonna rush off to do quiet time now, n hopefully sleep enuff not to doze off at work tmr. how do i feel? er....walk with God is...well i feel protected, but at the same time i can also feel i'm not totally in the safe zone yet and i feel vulnerable. but i will continue to persevere and keep on praying. |
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