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read between the lines
not feeling so well today i'm not feeling so well tonite. it all started with the late dinner at close to 11pm last nite. the adult worship leader doing practice for his church service worship session ended pretty late...and on top of that everyone was busy fooling around with their guitars n stuff so by the time we all got to dinner it was close to 11...and for someone like me, that's bad cos i have a weak stomach. prone to gastric attacks. make me miss a meal and i guarantee you'll see me in pain within a few hours.yesterday it wasn't so bad, the pain from the wind moving in my stomach. in fact it disappeared gradually as we ate and as i went home to bathe n stuff. but tonite at 7.30 my stomach's gastric juices started churning within me n by the time i ate dinner, which was around that time, it was too late. i was in pain...the usual discomfort caused by gas that refuses to exit my system but instead chooses to explore the rooms of my intestines and whatnot. and the restroom didn't help. so i slept. in fact i slept so much that i almost cudn't wake up....but i had to cos i din't bathe yet or do my sch work, some basic 3d modelling thing. i finally forced myself up at 11pm and the pain was gone. but rite now i feel the gas again...and some looming gastric juices swirling inside. usually when i feel like this it's almost certain i am gonna be in a huge amount of pain the next morning. but thankfully tmr's not an early class, or else i'd die, considering i have to beat both the jam and the time i spend trying to rid myself of the gas. but that's the physical part of me. the spiritual part is...well i'll put it in a new post. btw my bro denied the picture incident thing. he said he was cropping the pic for a friend. shit. didn't think about that. but oh well. not that it bothers me to know the truth, i mean i don't spend my time obsessing over what's really going on in my brother's head. |
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