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read between the lines
drifting along having to submit or conform to someone or something sucks. i like variety and i hate monotony, which is why i hate having to bend toward the norm in terms of....preference towards certain things? and i have no choice but to be rather driven at my work, especially if i know it's gonna cost me marks if i don't, but at the same time this tends to make me look like the bad guy.and i hate faking it, so i don't. if i feel a certain way, i won't make an effort to hide it...unless it's absolutely necessary (the exceptions of which are too vague to mention, you just have to feel it). sometimes that makes me come off as somebody i'm not....which, if one comes to think of it, is the same as faking it (because you also come off as somebody you're not too). but the key difference is that at least i'm not lying to myself, to god, to people, the most affected party of which (i feel) is myself (ok lah and god). sometimes i tire of the noise around me because we're all fallen and my soul subconsciously longs for the perfection that can be found only in heaven. what is stopping me from meeting my Maker? my Maker Himself. for i know His work is not done yet in me and that spurs me on to continue this fragile, sometimes hypocritical life. speaking of which, i found that everyone is a hypocrite at some point or another, whether they're pastors or jesus freaks or whatever, which means there is always a chance to better oneself and learn more from the Maker. CONCRETE GIRL by Switchfoot Bleeding thoughts Cracking boulder Don't fall over Fake your laughter Burn the tear Sing it louder, Twist and shout Way up here We stand on shoulders Growing colder Laugh or cry I won't mind Sing it louder, Twist and shout Immovable shadows Concrete girl They'll rock your world To nothing And they're swimming Around again, again And they're swimming Around the concrete girl Catch your breath Like four leaf clover Hand it over Scream to no one Take your time Sing it louder, Twist and shout Nothing to run from Is worse than something And all your fears Of nothing And they're swimming Around again, again And they're swimming Around the concrete girl Concrete girl don't Fall down In this broken world Around you Concrete girl don't Fall down Don't fall down My concrete girl Don't stop thinking Don't stop feeling One step away From where we were And one step back To nothing And we're standing on top Of our hopes and fears And we're fighting For words Now concrete girl And we're swimming Around again, again And we're swimming Around now Concrete girl Concrete girl don't Fall down In this concrete world Around you Concrete girl don't Fall down Don't breakdown My concrete girl |
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