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read between the lines
random thoughts harry potter and the half-prince blood came out yesterday....but once again i was unable to attend any of the book parties...all becos of parents...ah oh well....maybe i'll be able to make it for the seventh one...if my parents leave me alone by then.found a few nuggets of encouragement (indirectly from god through ppl) here and there today amidst a day where my usually-ok confidence was affected. been feeling estranged and awkward lately whenever i'm with this particular group. what i usually choose to ignore or not care about has started to stick out like a sore thumb in front of me since two weeks ago. and i don't know why but most times i look back when the door's already closed where it once opened and the only door that was never shut is jesus' on top of that i've been physically unwell since yesterday. not the usual flu (thank god!) but rather an uncommon ailment, one of discomfort and inconvenience (but then again what sickness doesn't cause that?). it makes it hard for me to get out....and when it's hard to get out, it's hard to do quiet time...because doing quiet time at home is...challenging. and i'm not just talking about my family. |
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