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read between the lines
god is real back to reality. came back from my bath. edited my posts. com crashed twice along the way...as usual. feel there is not enough time to write a follow-up...also feel i should be doing something else right now. but found a song that relates that i just blasted on the radio. don't be fooled by the lyrics...this is heavy rock and usually i cringe when i listen to this song on normal days because it is just so loud (take it from someone who's an avid rock fan). but in a way i guess the loudness blasts the pain away. haha. and the lyrics....meaningful.Pain by GRAMMATRAIN I wish that I could say I am a perfect man I wish sometimes that I would not be who I am one day I decided I would think on this not knowing if faith and pain could co-exist could I ever on my own conceive of someone I did not know, but I need? I must be made to be at peace and communion 'cause there must be some place somehow from where I have fallen I find through every ounce of pain I feel My mind cannot deny that God is real the inconsistency of what I say I should be compared to what I am in actuallity leaves me in conclusion that I know the way though I am unable to always obey nothing in this world has satisfied my soul's hunger for a deeper life the weight of my misdeeds were crushing, blinding me I still live with pain inside but now I can see I find through every ounce of pain I feel My mind cannot deny that God is real the pieces of my life are scattered on the floor I stared at them till I could take no more I do not deserve to be set free forgiveness is what I despereately need if it wasn't for the perfect blood that was shed would I not be dead inside but I live instead I find through every ounce of pain I feel My mind cannot deny that God is real I know my faith's still here believe through all my tears |
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